Finally out of the stupid place... I really cannot stand it anymore, I think I am going to go depression... SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME... Firstly, everything is so damn freaking LAST MINUTE... For example, wednesday night, they told us that thursday morning there will be IPPT test... Without any training, they expect me to take IPPT and pass... What the crap... My last IPPT test is during BMT which is 6 months ago and I did not even pass, now I need to pass without a single training for 6 heaven months... Shit them lor... Not only this, when they told us about SOC on saturday, I was stunned and damn worried / scared la... I have a phobia of height since young and when I first tried SOC (High Elements), I was damn scared and breathing with difficulty la... The sergeants they tried to encourage me but I am really so afraid that I broke down... The whole week I did not have a good night sleep la, cause thinking of the whole incident... Went to see a doctor today and he referred me to a specialist and the first appointment is on January 2007... So damn freaking long la... How to get excuse SOC when the appointment is so long away??? Hope on monday after speaking to PC, it will be better and he would allow me to excuse SOC... Please pray for me guys...
About Me
Nick: x|ao^LaNG
DOB: 27th March 1987
Name: Chue Kok Loong, Joey
Someone who is a Harry Potter & Pokemon Fan... Hate to stay home, never go out will die one... I can get pissed off easily and trying to change my attitude la...
When feeling sad/angry, always like to be alone and walk walk walk walk to anywhere as long as there is a path for hours... If u dun wan 2 walk for hours with me, dun ever change my happy mood... :)
